Story of my life,Searching for the right,But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul,Cause it seems that wrong,Really loves my company
He's more than a man,And this is more than love,The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in,Because I'm gone again,And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,And it kills him inside,To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying,I don't wanna do this anymore,I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door,I see him die a little more inside,I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life,I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the air,As I'm doing my hair,Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek,As he reluctantly,Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long,Just hanging with the boys,A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know,Where I'm about to go,And we know it very well
Our love, his trust,I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with,I don't wanna do this,Anymore
